Suicide

I want to tell my readers more about myself.  I attempted suicide twice in my life.  When I was 19 I was in college I tried hanging myself of the loft in my dorm room with my karate belt.  I had it round my neck and was standing on a chair.  I slowing lean forward and the chair comes out under me.  My toes touch on the floor and being partially strangled.  I took the crude noose off and promised not to do that again.  Years latter in my mid-20’s and I was struggling with the working world.  I tried a garbage bag and rubber band over my head when I was asleep.  I took the bag off my head told myself it was stupid.  The issue was my ADHD wasn’t treated and made my mind go to dark places.  Once I went on medication that train of thought was gone.